This was a tough poem to write. It was also after incredibly careful thought that I decided to publish it. As with all my poetry, read into it what you must and take from it what you can.
Pray that you never live so long That you become the thing you hate most Pray that you never go so wrong That you feel you’re beyond reproach Pray that the people who are with you Never see what you have become Pray that as your sins accrue Your heart doesn’t go numb Pray that your conscience awakens That your heart is opened once more Pray that your faith is unbroken And you don’t become something you abhor Pray that the “monsters” you fight Don’t turn around and fight back Pray that your “heavenly birthright” Can keep you on track Pray that you live what you say you believe Pray that you’ll find absolution Pray that you are never deceived Or have others pray for your destruction
Bio: Brian Sankarsingh is a Trinidadian-born Canadian immigrant who moved to Canada in the 1980s. He describes himself as an accidental poet, with a passion for advocacy and a penchant for prose, an unapologetic style, he offers his poetry as social and political commentary.
Such a powerfully honest poem Brian. Thanks for pushing past your difficulty in publishing it.